Yesterday was a rough day. I found myself connecting more with the mangled than the masterpiece.
I was involved in a battle, a spiritual one. It was like an arm-wrestling match between lies and truth. The truth kept me in the game, but the lies were strong.
What did this look like?
Unhealthy thoughts, insecurities, and anxiety.
What did I do?
- I shared it with my women’s group. I know full well that when I keep this stuff in the dark, the enemy feeds on it. I felt extremely vulnerable after sharing BUT my desire to live in the freedom that Jesus has given trumps all else.
- I went to a pool party/bible study. I forced myself to go when all I wanted to do was isolate. I knew if I went with a servants heart, I’d feel better. A good time was had, AND as usual, God provided the exact words I needed to hear through a fellow believer’s reading of Scripture. He is such a personal God.
Through this situation, I learned something (always growing and learning); My pride is still alive and kicking, and I may not be as humble as I thought.
On most days the truth can slam lies down with little effort. What I need to do is remain close to the Source and stay away from things that don’t serve me well.
I am a work in progress, who is dearly loved.
What keeps you grounded in the truth?
