Why is this so hard? I’d rather be doing something else. It’s too hot out.
This summer has been a challenging one. I find myself complaining a lot–often expressed through jokes and sarcasm. Regardless of how it’s packaged, it’s still complaining.
I have been discontent, and it shows through my words and attitude.
What I’m communicating through my grumbling is that God is not enough. I can say all day that I’m blessed and thankful, but my discontentment with circumstances and situations say differently.
I always want more. Things can still be a teensy bit better.
I can make all kinds of excuses as to why I grumble, but the truth is–I have an ungrateful heart.
The more I complain, the more I complain. My brain takes notes–keeping track of negative activity– and a new pattern of thinking develops.
I need to fill my mind and soul with gratitude. I want my brain to get the memo–we are switching it up to a more positive perspective. I can choose the words I speak over my life, but I need to be intentional about it.
Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think.
Romans 12:2 NLT
I’ve been practicing mindfulness in this area. This is what it looks like:
Complaining
Gratitude
Why is this so hard?
I can do anything through Christ.
I’d rather be doing something else.
I am exactly where I need to be.
I’m too hot.
I have air conditioning (thank you, Lord).